What Happened to Simon?

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I’ve taken a few months off of being on camera. I’ve seen many comments from people asking what happened to me, and I understand. I kinda left without any word. I’m sorry for that. Let me tell you what’s been going on in my life.
For those of you that are frustrated by my lack of responding to other burning questions that you might have, please don’t let that frustration turn into anger towards me. It’s not that I’m not addressing speculations out of a disrespect towards you. If that’s your first guess, I’m telling you it’s the wrong guess: there are other reasons. There are some parts of my private life that I just don’t feel comfortable talking about yet.
I made this video because I did see that many were concerned about me. I wanted to make this video for them. And I wanted to just let people know that, even though this is a VERY huge transition in my life, I’m actually doing well in the face of it. I am doing better than I thought I would. I hope that’s the message people can walk away with, and not let their frustration out of curiosity taint that message. I’ll talk about other parts of my life only when I’m comfortable talking about them, and not a second before that, even under a deluge of pressure from others. I’m asking you: please be kind.
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  • For those of you that are frustrated by my lack of responding to other burning questions that you might have, please don’t let that frustration turn into anger towards me. It’s not that I’m not addressing speculations out of a disrespect towards you. If that’s your first guess, I’m telling you it’s the wrong guess: there are other reasons. There are some parts of my private life that I just don’t feel comfortable talking about yet. I made this video because I did see that many were concerned about me. I wanted to make this video for them. And I wanted to just let people know that, even though this is a VERY huge transition in my life, I’m actually doing well in the face of it. I am doing better than I thought I would. I hope that’s the message people can walk away with, and not let their frustration out of curiosity taint that message. I’ll talk about other parts of my life only when I’m comfortable talking about them, and not a second before that, even under a deluge of pressure from others. I’m asking you: please be kind.

    Simon and MartinaSimon and Martina12 օր առաջ
    • wishing you both the best and sending love 💕 many of us will b here for u both regardless of what’s going on. many of us have grown up with this channel and i’m so happy to say that i was able to go from a dumb 13-14yr old to a maybe decent 24 yr old while watching ur videos along the way. i hope we get to keep seeing content from u wonderful human beans because i love y’all big much but also if we don’t get that then that’s ok too because we’ve already been so fortunate to enjoy this much of you. thanks -lake♥️

      Lake CakeLake Cake10 ժամ առաջ
    • It's your life and you have a right to total privacy. People should not jump to conclusions, especially those who have followed this channel for a long time.

      Words & WhimsyWords & WhimsyՕր առաջ
    • @Kitiy Coffe tf do you think this is your business

      BARRRBARRR2 օր առաջ
    • @janesansible shut up, and all 54 chuds who liked this comment should do the same.

      BARRRBARRR2 օր առաջ
    • I've been a follower since the very beginning (an OG naaasty here 😂) and usually stay silent, and on the side. However, I wanted to drop in here and leave a quick comment. You are both AMAZING and your privacy should be respected. You've both brought so many happy days (most have been exactly when I needed them the most) to me personally with just being who you are. Everyone goes through hard times and I can only imagine the amount of pressure and anxiety it can give you to be vulnerable in front of millions of people online. Hang in there.. I hope things continue to get better for both of you. You DESERVE happiness, wherever and whatever that means for you. Sending big virtual hugs! 🖤🖤🖤

      EmiriBestEmiriBest2 օր առաջ
  • What's going on?

    Sid MichaelSid Michael31 րոպե առաջ
  • Holy shit he skinny

    Ana •Ana •2 ժամ առաջ
  • Hey, would be amazing to see tips you have for meditating. I've heard good things about it but whenever I do try to do it, I don't seem to reap the benefits. I want to deal with my anxiety and my overthinking

    Janse DadisJanse Dadis2 ժամ առաջ
  • Why is this video makes me feel like there not together anymore?😔

    hdz hdzhdz hdz3 ժամ առաջ
  • I miss the old Simon.

    MsScrappydodoMsScrappydodo3 ժամ առաջ
  • I was a big eatyourkimchi fan back in the early, early days (the first vid I watched of you guys was of Korean snacks reviews, when you were still English teachers). Shortly after came the ramen reviews then kpop stuff and I always looked forward to kpop Mondays. I stopped following closely when you moved to Japan, but would pop in every once in a blue moon to make sure you were doing well. But looking back at eatyourkimchi and now, I can barely recognize you Simon, particularly vibe-wise. Your voice ... it's like it's not you. Meditation, though feels great at first, is actually a very dangerous thing. You open yourself up to so much more than you bargained for. Seeing you both without wedding rings breaks my heart. You two were (are) my motivation to desire a quarrel-free, strife-free relationship. When people argue with me that such doesn't exist, I always refer to you two as the exception and say if you guys exist then such a love exists. Its because the love you guys portrayed looked so pure and joy-filled. This is tough mehn. I guess... I wish you two all the very best.

    princessjupitaprincessjupita4 ժամ առաջ
  • I was not going to comment but I actually felt frightened watching this. There is something deeply disturbing about human beings when they obviously are not okay, but they are putting on an act as if it a play and the show must go on. He is clearly not mentally okay, and before he said he lost the weight because of his own desires I thought he was suffering from a medical issue. Im just so disturbed because they have put on a strong face for over a decade, and for the first time I think ive seen from them they are cracking under the pressure. I hope they can financially support themselves without youtube, because right now I think the last thing they need to be doing is trying to put on a fake face of being okay.

    Michelle SullivanMichelle Sullivan5 ժամ առաջ
  • This is so sad and strange! Like the end of an era. I moved to Korea in 2013 because of these two. lol! Also, this is always the way with any couple, right? They share share (sometimes over share) when things are good, getting people invested, shouting from the rooftops. But then as soon as things go sour it’s “respect our privacy and our choices!!” I’m not mad at them for that at all, but that’s ALWAYS the way it is. *shrugs* Times are hard and mental health is so important. I wish them both the best! They had lovely chemistry and it was fun being on the journey with them while it lasted! They used to make me laugh until I cried sometimes. I’m grateful for that.

    Karla NichelleKarla Nichelle5 ժամ առաջ

    KARLA OharaKARLA Ohara6 ժամ առաջ
  • This is so damn weird. I’ve been watching them since 2012ish? But stopped watching when they moved to Japan because the vibe didn’t click with me any more. Anyways, these past few days, I randomly started to miss their old FAPFAP videos, so I’ve been watching many of them (8-9 years ago when they were living in a small apartment and made food delivery videos etc) and then this shows up. Been away for so long, randomly started watching old videos, and now this... I’m just feeling really ambivalent

    GreyGrey7 ժամ առաջ
  • We love you Simon!!!!! Thank god you’re well, I was nervous opening this video!!!! Your mental health is the most important thing! Please come back to us soon 😘

    erikaerika7 ժամ առաջ
  • i watched you since i was 9 (6 years ago) and you look so different in a good way congrats

    Justin LeeJustin Lee8 ժամ առաջ
  • If Simon is 6'5", the medically suggested weight for a man his height is 187 - 229 lbs. But, he's currently at 168 lbs. I understand weight and health is deeply personal, but as a viewer who is married to a 6'5" man-- this is just deeply troubling to me. At my husband's thinnest, he was 190 lbs. To put this in perspective, I could literally see his ribs and there was honestly no more visible bodyweight he could lose. Seeing Simon's face in this video shocked me-- it reminded me of my deceased brother in law (who greatly favors Simon); the dramatic change before he passed with cancer from healthy to very frail. Simon, your appearance is very alarming! My point is that even though Simon is saying he's happy and healthy, I am genuinely concerned he has gone down a very dangerous path. In a previous video, "Running and Meditation Changed My Life", Simon mentions that his friends and even his father have shown genuine concern for his well-being. Clearly, Simon isn't listening to fans, friends, or family and some part of this is driving a wedge in his marriage. This is alarming!! Whatever is happening with Simon, this is not the definition of healthy and happy. I've been a viewer for the last 5 years and seeing this makes me so sick with worry. I don't want to add to the fire of conjecture, but something very serious is happening here and I'm worried it is a severe mental break or BPD mania. We already know Simon has dealt with spells of deep depression and he is a sensitive person who has a lot of anxiety. Anxiety/depression and BPD are comorbid. I'm speaking as someone who has first hand experience dealing with a loved one with severe BPD. From the bottom of my heart, I really am very concerned about his safety both mentally and physically. If any of this is the case, I beg S&M fans to please lay off Simon & Martina. They will give us answers when they are ready. Please don't add any hurtful comments. I realize you don't know them personally, but they ARE real people who read these comments. And, Simon if you're reading this, please-- your actions / choices / and thoughts are not normal right now. I'm begging you to find a psychiatrist (NOT therapist). You both are kind, good people-- no one is perfect.

    Wickedly ReadWickedly Read8 ժամ առաջ
    • This is well thought out. I hope this is seriously considered.

      The KThe K6 ժամ առաջ
  • I hope that you can find the solace and strength you're looking for! It sounds like a difficult journey that youre facing head on, and that you've already started with the soil under your foundation. Thank you for sharing with us. I hope to see your future journey! Lots of love - long time fan ♡

    Rosemary GeistRosemary Geist12 ժամ առաջ
  • No, not on camera. You horn dogs! Lolol. I've missed you guys.

    Noomwa LisNoomwa Lis15 ժամ առաջ
  • People have been subscribed to this channel for nearly a decade and deserve...idk. Not this. It's been a year of confusion and misinformation. If y'all need time to figure out what you're doing with this channel, take it. But talking about your six pack and not your relationship isn't helping anyone.

    Valencia HemmingsValencia Hemmings16 ժամ առաջ
  • This is so exciting, Simon. I'm very happy for you. Mindfulness and meditation are so needed right now, for all of us. I just started developing my own practice (just 5-10 mins a day for now) and look forward to learning from you when you're ready to share. Love to you and Martina.

    Rebecca MercadoRebecca Mercado17 ժամ առաջ
  • This gives me creeps, sadly. He looks sick and talks so unnatural. "I feel very happy" No, no happy vibes at all! I hope he gets better soon.

    FlyxFlyx19 ժամ առաջ
  • Sending good vybes♡ Will always be here!

    Sarah Vans MootooSarah Vans Mootoo19 ժամ առաջ
  • Stopped watching this channel a year ago when Simon said he was getting into meditation. I knew it would be bad, because I've been down that road and many warned me but I didn't listen. If we empty out the garbage of our minds we will see benefits, yes. However, most of this meditation empties everything else out with it, including all the compassion and zest. When I was meditating daily I could do things that I've never been able to do before, and haven't been able to do since. My focus was laser like, but I was also a zombie. I was so emotionally detached from reality that I could see something truly shocking and have no internal reaction, or I could witness something truly beautiful and emotional and not be moved. My compassion faded, my 'true' compassion I should say, because I was literally in every sense of the word self centered at all times. We are called to be the salt of the earth, giving it flavor. When salt loses that flavor it is no longer of value. Simon referred to himself before as 'frenetic.' I didn't view it as that, I viewed him as a normal person with flaws like anybody else, but full of passion and zest and flavor for life. He was ALIVE, frenetic or not. I would stop this meditation immediately and instead discover the true meaning behind meditation by reading a book called 'The Ways of Mental Prayer.' Meditation opens a pathway, so it is a double edged sword. If you've already meditated for a year and are adept, then you are at a huge advantage when reading this book and using it as a guide. Please do not make the same mistakes that I have made and whatever you do, never try and communicate with any 'entity' that is beckoning you while meditating, don't work towards any vibrations in your body and never attempt to disconnect from your body under any circumstances. There are dangers in meditation that the New Age movement doesn't reveal and aren't often discussed. Even if you don't believe in any of that stuff, be open minded enough to read The Ways of Mental Prayer and see where it takes you before you bind yourself to anything, if that hasn't happened already.

    Allen HoorehAllen Hooreh19 ժամ առաջ
    • Don't know, he sounds happy to me. He still has his sense of humour and stuff, just very calm. My family have a background in zen buddhism and I have my fair share of experience with meditation although I don't consider myself part of that necessarily. I feel like you're pushing (good and bad) expectations that you have about Simon on to him without any evidence. Natural to be anxious about someone changing, but we also have to remember that we are just his audience, not really his family who have seen this process over time. He's a grown man, let's assume he knows himself and believe in him rather than panic for him.

      Tsukasa KTsukasa K48 րոպե առաջ
  • There is nothing wrong when it comes to being a little selfish for your own well being! For your real fans, we're proud of you! It's good to hear from you when you get the chance to update us. Keep improving! We love you!

    CatBeLazy SpiffyCatBeLazy Spiffy20 ժամ առաջ
  • Bit late to watching this as it seemed like a bit of a sad video. I'm glad you have found peace with yourself and appreciate/ take care of yourself more. I think a lot of people are just worried about you both, as am I. You do look very tired, I don't know what your personal life is like, I remember you mentioned it yourself to get a good amount of sleep but I don't know what's been happening so I can't comment. Personally, although you look so different which will take a bit of getting used to, I welcome this new presence of Simon because it's calming and more relatable. Fudgy is also the most cutest dog I have seen in while! Look after yourselves.

    EievuirollEievuiroll21 ժամ առաջ
  • Love both y'all. Looking HEALTHY as hec big bro.

    DeploreDeplore21 ժամ առաջ
  • Please don't divorce each other. You are literally the couple that made me believe in love. Please please please don't. Been watching u guys since ur kpop vids. I always dreamed of having a relationship like yours and I finally found my ducky too. We even call each other "duck" in my country's language. You two are my role model. Please make it work. I know you two can. 🥺

    BinibiniBinibiniՕր առաջ
  • All you nosey nelly's gtfo, it's cool to see Simon again for some time :p stay strong and stay safe 💪 ✌️

    owned2hellowned2hellՕր առաջ
  • I'm glad you are doing your best to better yourself. I support you, Simon! Rest if you want 😊 I hope you well and good health. God bless to you both 💖

    a bowl of makgeollia bowl of makgeolliՕր առաջ
  • Watching that they are not together is 🥺 coz simon and martina is that couple that pushes through everything.. 🥺 hoping and wishing for your happiness ♥️

    Jeldyn Mae AmerJeldyn Mae AmerՕր առաջ
  • Repeat after me- Content creators owe us nothing. In exchange for their content and entertainment we give them time and that often translates to money. You are more than free to skip ads. Can we stop demanding much of their personal life? Of course we want to know, we’re emotionally invested with them, but let’s have just as much respect for them and their personal lives.

    RandomnessLOLRandomnessLOLՕր առաջ
  • Congratulations Simon! I know it's daunting to put yourself out there to the world, and have them see you change. Change is a strange thing. Oftentimes people will oppose it and challenge it in any form since it makes them uncomfortable about something within themselves. But I can see as someone who has been through a similar experience, that this change is truely a benefit to you. Pay no mind to those who are "worried" for you on your own behalf. Well done for starting such a transformative practice. I wish you abundance and peace for you and your family~

    Eliana NegriEliana NegriՕր առաջ
  • ...?

    Connie TheveninConnie TheveninՕր առաջ
  • ...?

    Connie TheveninConnie TheveninՕր առաջ
  • Simon your life is your own, whatever is going on is yours to share should you want to, and if not that is also your choice. I’ve been watching you and Martina since you had moved to Japan my son introduced me to your Channel. Just be well, heal, be with your family. Whatever is going on will pass. I wish nothing more but say thanks for such great content, inspiring me to want to travel to Korea and Japan, thanks for all the Spudgy and meemers moments and, just watching you and Martina be fun. Wishing you both peace and sending love ❤️

    Beaute NoiréBeaute NoiréՕր առաջ
  • Oh hes high

    No OneNo OneՕր առաջ
  • How the heck do you get into 2 accidents side by side.

    Capt JackPalCapt JackPalՕր առաջ
  • Zenmon

    SoyachanSoyachanՕր առաջ
  • this is not good......

    S DawesS DawesՕր առաջ

    RandomnessLOLRandomnessLOLՕր առաջ
  • When Simon sat in front of the camera and I noticed how thin he is my heart sunk. I wish the best for both of you! Add oil!!

    antikimchi1antikimchi1Օր առաջ
  • why is everyone so weird about this video? i havent caught up with this channel in years, but it literally just seems like a guy who's finally at peace and content.

    copper sugarcopper sugarՕր առաջ
  • To Simon, thank you for making this video. I could not imagine amount of pressure you felt before filming this. We appreciate everything you do. We'll always here for you and will supporting you always 🥰

    Lora K.Lora K.Օր առաջ
  • We love you, Simon! You will always be our chief Nasty. Be well and safe. 😊👍💜

    BB vistas7BB vistas7Օր առաջ
  • Let me tell you all my story, before when I was in an unhealthy relationship, I was this sweet, always smiling, never complaining person. But, I was extremely depressed and unhappy. It took me sometimes, but I realized I need to focus on myself and put myself first before everything and anyone else. I finally found my voice, broke off the relationship, and started working on finding my purpose in life. I feel so much happier and in control of my life now. However, if you ask people around me they'd say I'm different. They say I changed because I no longer let their words affect me. I no longer listen to their words that I know would do me no good. I no longer smile in their faces when they say hurtful things to me. I fight back and I'm no longer the Ms. Nice lady they used to know. But I don't care, I feel so much more free now, and I feel so much better about myself. Simon had stated in their latest videos in japan how unwell he was. Martina's condition was taking a toll on him more than her and he felt more and more helpless. Whenever Martina left for a few days he would literally cry, and that to me does not seem like something a "happy healthy" person would do. He was no okay from the beginning, yet he pretended to be for everyone's sake. I hope you all give him some leeway because this is life, people go through hardships, people have to find ways to adapt to reach better well being and that leads them to change. No person can stay the same all their life it's unrealistic and unreasonable.

    Lora K.Lora K.Օր առաջ
    • A happy healthy person...I'd love to be that someday

      access deniedaccess denied16 ժամ առաջ
  • Preachy.

    Celena MartinCelena MartinՕր առաջ
  • I think Simon might come out as you know 💅which is perfectly fine. But I have a feeling he's been 💅

    atatՕր առաջ
    • I hate that I thought this too

      ValicoreValicore6 ժամ առաջ
  • I've been meditating for some years now, I felt so much better and was more at piece with myself. Then I stopped, because I had some really stressful time and hadn't thr time to do it anymore and I'm feeling so much worse now. But your video motivates me so much to try and meditate regularly again. 💪🏻 I wish you the best on your journey and believe in you. I'm sure everything will turn out fine in the end.

    Sarah HistoriaSarah HistoriaՕր առաջ
  • So you and Martina are separated

    Joseph ReynoldsJoseph ReynoldsՕր առաջ
  • Wow- this comment section is very strange. I watched the video when it initially came out and for some reason, I was drawn back to this comment section. At first, I was worried. But when Simon said that he's been meditating for hours a day... it all made sense. I'm shocked at how entitled people feel, demanding all the details NOW. Reading into things that are not there, creating a narrative that is directly opposite from what Simon is expressing. It's so disrespectful. I'm sorry to both of you and I wish you a smooth road in your path towards healing.

    ilikepiratesroarilikepiratesroarՕր առաջ
  • As someone who has gone through separation and divorce over the past 3 years, from a partner of 10 years, it’s none of anyone’s GD business the minute by emotional rollercoaster of these situations. I didn’t speak to people I actually hold energy with, let alone people not directly in my life. I spoke when I needed to, and only to the people who I felt were capable of holding that intense energy. Separation is HARD! Figuring out how to move forward and ensuring there’s some kind of change is HARD! The pressure from family and friends is HARD! Sometimes we just need to be on that fence for a while, and one day a decision will feel right. Simon and Martina’s relationship with their audience is no different than the waitress and the regular at the coffee shop.

    kate youngkate youngՕր առաջ
  • actually dude you look sick and brainwashed. lack of 6 pack is what have been bothering you? really? fixation on your "self-development" is a hole where you never reach the bottom but you keep falling deep. stop it. i don't believe you are actually doing better than before. i liked how active and funny you were guys. now you look like a meditating vegan on his way to anorexia and cancer.

    ZamianiZamianiՕր առաջ
  • This was a hard video to watch. It just gave me vibes that you’re really pushing yourself to be happy. Maybe you actually are though. It’s heartbreaking to see you two apart and for you to not even mention her name. I understand finding yourself and taking time...I just. Im sad. Martina is your family too. I don’t understand the full situation. I hope you both find happiness.

    Jennifer AndersonJennifer AndersonՕր առաջ
  • Cheers! Been on my journey/self-project for the last 2 years. Best to you!

    Jenn kanakaJenn kanakaՕր առաջ
  • really needed this :(( this year has been a crazy one for me as well and while i am aware that these are challenges one has to go through in order to learn and develop one’s character, it’s still been stressful. seeing this though makes me a bit motivated about life and i believe you and martina are so resilient in the ways that you guys do the most to search for positive ways to progress in life despite the challenges that are thrown to you. you guys are definitely an inspiration and i find myself wanting to incorporate your ways in life with mine. thanks so much for the hard work you guys have put throughout the years and thanks so much for this video, simon! lots of love to you both :))

    Demie RodriguezDemie Rodriguez2 օր առաջ
  • This makes me so sad

    neojngneojng2 օր առաջ
  • I'm so happy to hear you're working on yourself and doing better for it. I'm on a similar journey and went through a breakup at the start of lockdown in my country and it's just been really difficult but it's good to be focusing on myself for the first time in a long, long time. For me that's been figuring out what makes me happy, what I enjoy doing and also getting hard into my job and becoming the best damn chef I can. ^_^

    Heather GlennHeather Glenn2 օր առաջ
  • My first thought: Did he join a cult of some sort?

    C SC S2 օր առաջ
    • omg i'm so glad i'm not the only one that thought that! i hope he's just recovering over burn out.

      Sakura kinomonoSakura kinomono11 ժամ առաջ
    • or maybe he's just in a transitional state in his life? idk what he (or anyone) is going or has gone through but it sounds like he's just finding new interests and passions in life, and obviously returning to his home and family. if i moved about countries and made longterm homes there and finally came back to my roots i think i would be this kinda 'out there' too. also i dont meditate but its pretty normal, school makes me do it sometimes so i dont think it's a culty thing

      copper sugarcopper sugarՕր առաջ
  • Everyone needs to take time for themselves and that doesn't make you selfish. Shalom

    MichelleMichelle2 օր առաջ
  • okay i may be dumb as shit but simon and martina are still together right????

    Kae P.Kae P.2 օր առաջ
  • Are they divorced or what?

    Jhasmine SamoyJhasmine Samoy2 օր առաջ
  • I was introduced to you two many years ago by my now ex wife. We were together for many years and many nights we enjoyed your content and wished we had a life like yours. Then 2020 happened. Everything went to shit and I tried a long time to fix something that couldn’t be. My biggest take away has been expect the worst and maybe I’m way off the mark in saying that Simon is showing a lot of the same emotions I was towards the end. The calm before the storm. I hope I’m wrong and that it’s just personal shit and not a relationship issue. I want to leave off this channel with only the good memories it gave me. Maybe someday I’ll come back and things are just fine. I don’t want to see either of them make videos and pretend nothing is wrong. I want to leave thinking of when things were right as rain. It feels like yesterday you guys had just moved to Japan, gone to a cat cafe. Been to a sailor moon themed restaurant. Thank you two for everything. The uncertainty of life is scary and sometimes it leaves you crumpled and beaten. Proud of you Simon. Stay shredded.

    Owl IzardOwl Izard2 օր առաջ
  • Single-handed I liked the joke 👍🏽 Best of luck and peace to you both 💜

    Marci BartlettMarci Bartlett2 օր առաջ
  • Hey Simon! I look forward to the upcoming videos on mindfulness and meditation. I have been reading peer reviewed articles articles on mindfulness and meditation in the healthcare profession to reduce burnout, ease stress and reduce turnover rates. As a nursing student, first year new grads have the highest turnover rate, due to high stress levels and emotional exhaustion with our career, along with our lack of self care strategies. I would love to follow your educational videos on this topic not only for my future profession, but for my own well being. It would be such a useful technique for all us experiencing the chaos that is 2020z Thank you and take care. ❤️

    Citlalli AguiIarCitlalli AguiIar2 օր առաջ
  • OMG Why are there so many people thinking about Simon and Martina as a business or entertaiment besides human beens?

    Gatita CalicóGatita Calicó2 օր առաջ
  • I discovered your videos about 6 or 7 years ago when I needed something to watch to escape from a really bad place in my life. And through your videos, I discovered a wanderlust and desire to travel. Youve brought me to places I hope to one day see myself, and made me laugh more times than I can count. The least I can do do you both is say that I absolutely will support both of you, stand behind you, and believe whatever comes in the future, is your own choice. You took a chance on AMworlds and have graced us with so much positivity. I send nothing but love, positivity, and strength back to you guys.

    North GillNorth Gill2 օր առաջ
  • Hope you are enjoying lots of Ranch!!!

    Chris SafarikChris Safarik2 օր առաջ
  • Fudgy looks SO soft and sweet and adorable! I'm glad you added him to the pack! And in the future maybe you could talk more about your weight loss journey, and the whole process of you learning to meditate and the ups and downs of it? Hope to hear more from you!

    KeySomniorumKeySomniorum2 օր առաջ
  • Not gonna lie, I couldn't watch that video when it came out. The title gave me mild anxiety. It's not gone sadly. Has a fan, I worry because I care. I'm glad you are happy with the weight lost but it's scary to not have seen the progress. 50 lbs is a lot! Your face is very VERY different. 😳 And you do have that namaste voice though... 😅 I hope things turn out for the best and while you don't adress the elephant in the room, well I see it and can only wish you both well ❤️

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  • Dude just do you, we are supporting you! Do what makes you happy, you don't have to explain yourself to strangers

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  • All that matters is that You are happy

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  • Please be careful and take care. Mindfulness is a great tool, but it must be used with care.

    TheScratchingKiwiTheScratchingKiwi2 օր առաջ
  • I've been so interested in meditating but never knew how to really start. I'd love videos about it! I love the science and explanation behind thing s

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  • dang, wish i could just casually take a year off of my life and "find myself" lmao

    Nellie BrounNellie Broun2 օր առաջ
  • The shirt can finally be buttoned

    Evanne WuEvanne Wu2 օր առաջ
  • I can’t wait to see what you’ve got cooking for the platform

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  • The elephant in the room is neither of you are wearing rings. Not sure how to feel. I hope Martina is getting the support system she needs.

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    • She seems just fine and the same old. I hope she supports him

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  • I think everyone seems to forget that Simon and Martina were together for so long and their relationship started at such a young age and could limit certain growth aspects or change the way they each could experience things solo. They seem like a great couple but none of us know everything that goes on in their relationship or inner turmoil. Its def jarring to see Simon at such a different weight but we'll get used to it ! Glad to see you seeming to have centered yourself and finding new paths to explore solo or not 👌

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  • Hi Simon!!! Really happy to see you! Thanks for opening up to us and I respect your privacy. I get that it can be hard to be lifestyle/vlogger youtubers since fans expect you to tell them everything going on in your life. Internet culture has created some invasive behaviors that would not fly offline. Glad to know you're doing okay since this year has been full of crazy, unexpected changes for a lot of people. Sending good vibes to you guys!

    dairymcqueendairymcqueen2 օր առաջ
  • Whenever you are ready with some mindfulness content I'm here for it!

    Megan OleszekMegan Oleszek2 օր առաջ
  • Gotta agree with the people saying this feels odd, and how all this secrecy yet months saying you guys aren't feeling well is what's causing the frustration. People know somethings up, you're not wearing your wedding band and you guys are clearly separated physically - questions and concerns will arise. The sooner something is said about it, the sooner people will stop asking.

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  • I legit feel that Simon & Martina are not together anymore, which if that is their choice I absolutely support it, they don't owe ANYONE to stay together for the sake of a channel... I know its negative to talk like this but it just seems that way, Martina is with her mom, Simon seems like he's in a new apartment... the cryptic pinned comment. I get it, change is coming... Just hope both of you take care during hard times. We love you no matter what.

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  • this breaks my heart i hope you get better i really miss you guys its hard to see couples break up on youtube when we have been for so long with them. I really hope you all are doing ok

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  • Is it weird that the last video of Martina was in a different kitchen? Are they just quarentining at different places? I may be overthinking but after seeing this video idk anymore.

    Sammy NoelleSammy Noelle2 օր առաջ
    • @Dylan N Do you know them personally? Did they tell you that themselves? If not, then stop speculating.

      Jennifer GreenJennifer Green2 օր առաջ
    • Yes, they got a divorce.

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  • Love you Simon! Even when things aren’t going as planned just remember to take it all one step at a time as you’ve been :)

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  • I watched this video again and it’s so weird both times I feel intense anger coming from him.

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  • Dude ya lost a ton of lbs hope all is well remember to stay hydrated and get plenty of calcium it will help you heal

    Ghastly_GrinnerGhastly_Grinner2 օր առաջ
  • Praying for you

    Anna JohnsonAnna Johnson2 օր առաջ
  • First time I watched the video I was as shocked as everyone else. Especially by the weight loss. Now, a week later, I just see the sarcastic, funny and calm Simon. I’m just really happy to see him again on camera :)

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  • ok floki

    Kitiy CoffeKitiy Coffe2 օր առաջ
  • So... Simon joined a cult? lol

    Kori JenkinsKori Jenkins2 օր առաջ
  • I hope they are both ok and not hurting too much. I went through a divorce a few years ago and I was the one not supported by our mutual friends and that was just as painful as the separation itself. Still best of friends with my ex and we will always cheer each other on but I did lose a lot of other friends due to them not being able to accept the changes and that still hurts to look back on.

    Trina StiffTrina Stiff2 օր առաջ
  • Rewatching this and the videos with your parents it just clicks... I love Japan as well but the idea of not being with my family for years would make me feel very sad, also, it's important to feel valid because of who you are and then be boosted by others, like in the tatoo video, yout duck looked empty... and Simon, you have your own beautiful colors that can inspire others too! This channel has helped me so much in ways that I can't really describe well... I just wanna say thank you.

    kokeshiseagullkokeshiseagull2 օր առաջ
  • I want to try meditating now xD Glad you're doing better and setting new priorities after these hard times!

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  • I still see many of Simon's quirks and humor, which I'm happy to see, as that is my favorite part of Simon :) I am glad to hear you have been taking care of yourself physically and mentally, also. However, it is somewhat worrisome to me at least, that Simon says things like "...my most important one ever, I'm spending a full year on my wellness project....developing myself." That's great, though you are married Simon, I would think balance of developing your relationship with Martina would have been mentioned alongside developing yourself. I hope you and Martina are spending effort on each other.

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  • Simon definitely, definitely is planning on running away to the mountains and becoming a monk

    Luca JoosteLuca Jooste2 օր առաջ
  • I'm here for you, Simon. ❤️

    MagneticUnicornVlogsMagneticUnicornVlogs2 օր առաջ
  • You’re a badass. Thank you for opening up and for being an inspiration

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  • Yesss I would love some funny informative videos about neuroscience!! Go get it Simon ! Love this character development!

    Celia ClementsCelia Clements2 օր առաջ
  • Lol that level up! Glad you guys are doing great 😁

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  • People who don't understand are babies.

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